Volume One, Chapter Seven: Master, Your Servant Wishes to Visit the City
The meal, somewhat torturous for both of them, finally came to an end. Dantai Jianan carefully folded his sleeves and said, “Follow me to the study.”
Liu Wuyi responded and trailed behind Dantai Jianan as he walked out. He paced slowly, allowing her to keep up. Chun Tao and Chun Lan stayed far behind, waiting to be summoned if their mistress needed them.
The small study in the main courtyard, unlike the grander one in the front courtyard designed for receiving guests, was modest and practical, reflecting Dantai Jianan’s preferences. It lacked decorative paintings, giving it a somewhat plain appearance.
“Sit down,” he said.
Upon entering, Liu Wuyi dared not look around much and obediently took a seat at the lower end of the room. She pondered how to begin.
“Is there something you wanted to discuss? Speak freely.”
Liu Wuyi lifted her eyes to meet his. Sitting in the armchair, Dantai Jianan no longer carried the lofty aloofness he had displayed when they first met. Instead, he seemed approachable, as if they were a normal married couple casually chatting in the study after dinner.
They sat together, separated by the desk, his gaze gentle and level with hers, easing much of the fear Liu Wuyi felt toward him.
“My lord, I wish to go out and stroll around the mansion grounds.”
“What do you want to see?”
She hadn’t expected the question. She had assumed he would forbid her from leaving, at which point she planned to plead her case with reason and emotion.
Thinking of her empty purse, she hesitated before saying, “Cosmetics.”
“Is that all?”
Fearing he would simply have someone buy them for her, Liu Wuyi’s heart ached as she added, “Also scented ointments. I want to choose what I like myself.”
Dantai Jianan had heard from Steward Liu’s daily reports that Liu Wuyi was obedient and did not mind granting her some freedom and privileges.
He twisted the rosary on his wrist and said, “Mrs. Liu, you only need to take good care of the child. Once the child is born, I will arrange a new identity for you to start a new life. Until then, I do not restrict where you go or what you do, but you must take a few guards with you when you go out; the outside is not like the mansion.”
He glanced at the few modest silver hairpins in her hair and added, “By the way, browse some jewelry as well. If you find anything you like, have the shop send it directly here. The accounts will be settled by the mansion.”
Liu Wuyi felt as if a bucket of cold water had been poured over her head. Forgetting her fear of Dantai Jianan, she rose and knelt down.
“My lord, I do not want a new identity.”
“I wish to stay here to care for the child and never marry another. This child cannot publicly have a father, but surely the mother cannot be absent either. I only beg you to help me clear the Liu family’s name.”
Dantai Jianan lowered his eyes to the woman kneeling before him, his expression inscrutable.
“Mrs. Liu, are you threatening me, governor?”
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Dantai San had already investigated and reported Liu Wuyi’s background to him.
Eight years ago, Liu Zhongming, son of Grand Tutor Liu, then governor of Jiangnan Circuit, was accused of smuggling salt. The case was overseen by Elder Song and quickly traced to the Minister of Revenue, leading to a verdict.
The entire Liu family was sentenced to extermination of three generations. The Liu family was already sparse; only Liu Wuyi and her brother Liu Wenyuan survived into the third generation.
Liu Wuyi had been assigned to the entertainment bureau and thus survived; all others had perished.
Liu Wuyi’s expression turned panicked as she hurriedly explained, “No, my lord, I only seek the chance to stay by my child’s side. He is my flesh and blood. How could I ever abandon him?”
She lowered her head and knocked it on the ground.
“Please, my lord, grant me this favor.”
“What if I refuse to clear the Liu family’s name?”
At these words, tears streamed down Liu Wuyi’s face. After choking back sobs for a while, she said, “If you do not wish to, then so be it. I will obey whatever you decide.”
Before him was a fragile and pitiable woman, just as her name implied—without support or refuge. But she was sharp and perceptive at a glance. One word from him could give her life or take it away.
Dantai Jianan rose, the rustle of clothing accompanying his movement as he approached Liu Wuyi and grasped her arm, pulling her up.
“Mrs. Liu, whether I choose to help you depends on you.”
“Being the spouse of a eunuch condemns one to inferiority, especially as my household. You will be subject to gossip and scorn.”
His meaning was clear: he intended to make Liu Wuyi the lady of the Dantai mansion, so the child could openly call him father. Yet this would ruin her reputation, though as a former official courtesan, she already had none.
There was little difference between an official courtesan and the wife of a eunuch.
Meeting his gaze, Liu Wuyi trembled violently, relying on his grip to stand, but her eyes were resolute and joyful.
“I am not afraid.”
Dantai Jianan smiled with deep meaning.
“I will be watching.”
His low, soft tone instantly reminded Liu Wuyi of the damp, dark prison. She paled but nodded.
Dantai Jianan released her, tilting his chin toward the door, signaling she could leave.
Supporting herself on the desk, Liu Wuyi walked slowly to the door, her fear slightly subdued. She turned and asked calmly, “Will you be staying in the mansion from now on, my lord?”
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Dantai Jianan arched an eyebrow and looked at her.
“Aren’t you afraid of me returning home?”
Meeting his gaze, Liu Wuyi nervously squeezed her palms.
“But you will always be the child’s father. I cannot live in fear of you forever.”
His expression shifted slightly.
“I understand.”
Liu Wuyi left the study, hand on her chest, her lowered eyes betraying undisguised panic. Cold sweat soaked her back.
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